Reminisnce of 2004

The year coming to an end... hope everyone will prosper and be happy for 2005... my probs seems to be subsiding nw... i hope... so ya... its cool... jus gt ta noe a jap fren!! woo hoo! and can't wait for the Japan X-Change program nex yr! WAHAHAHA!!! neway... JA!


~Reality Sux... Tat's y i''m a dreamer...

it sux 2 b accused...

C'mon man! things can't get any worser? I'm being labelled by sum1 who barely even noe me and i dunno how in e freaking world did i offend people when i did nt even do anything ta dem? i rather they tell me straight in the face dan behind my back... at least i got a reason not to bother dem anymore... if not it'll make situation very awkward... hais... dunno la... tough luck lately... probably preparation for sumthing bigger i've never thought of? neway... feel better liao... though still sucky...


~Reality sux, thats y i'm a dreamer...~

Pissed/fooled... totally...

I tink i got fooled enough fer tis yr... man... it sux totally... and all seems ta be similar... ends in a day... gosh... Get a life! realli gotta...

Things seems to get organised...

Things are seemingly starting to get organised... relatively good balance of work and play... though a lil tight on my wallet but ya... "save for rainy days"... nw i understand the meaning of this phrase... thanks to the creator... it helped me... hais... nw so sian... dunno wat to do... besides class, guitar, ps2, friends.... i dunno wat else to do... everyday seems a routine... =S sianzation... hey... ‘strangers'dun keep peeping at my blog and fishing for gossips lei... C'mon... Get a life... its kind of fustrating and irritating ya noe? somewhat disturbing... instead of commenting on others on how bad or wat they should and shouldn't do and accusation... look at urself... if u r not happy with me... u think i care? cos the problems lies with you... u refuse to accept me... not me rejecting u... everyone has enemies... but the ultimate enemy is... ourselves... though some things i can't see... i know its happening... i'm not smart... neither am i stupid... i can tink... so please... Get a life!



~Reality Sux, tat's y i'm a DrEaMeR~

New life...

Played bball in the morn... darn it was a good game... wahahaha... managed to AND1 once? =P (once onli... big deal ar? Buey hiao bai!) and guess wat? just watched shutter today... my... freaky sia... wahahaha... few times covered my ears... den very gross... but overall it was good... cos had a good scare... hahaha... min er very cartoon... she cuddled up into one lump... den like preparing for any freak scene.... hahaha... tell me about it... i'm no better... =P though i dun hate horror, i'm definitely not a fan of them... hey.... dun read read read hor.... my type something in my tag board to show that u were here lei... wa piang... if not i disadvantage lei... btw... er... tink forget bout it... wanna know den ask me... =P

True...

Just updated my blog with some songs... Currently this song i've just put is "True" by Ryan Cabrera... hais... Hope you guys like it... well.. think that shd be all... Please take time to enjoy this song... the melody kinda convey my mood nw... hmmm probably nex time use songs to show my current mood...=/ i'm sooo clever... =.=" bye.

Sad...

Hais... sian man... tot there was a change but guess i was tinking too much... wat to do? wait lo... if i hadn't did something... probably she would ya noe? like me? =X haha... but wishful thinking... neway... i can't rewrite history... if i could... i would make all the wrongs right... that's for sure... and who know's? maybe thats not "The One" yet? not sure... but i sure do know i feel quite sucky right now... =P wanna laugh and cry.... She's one really good person i didn't regret to know... really... but wat i realli disappointed about is about someone... or shd i say envy in a sense? he likes the girl, the girl likes him but he doesn't wanna take a step further... its like he doesn't treasure his good fortune... hais... if it were me, i would grab every opportunity that comes my way... hais... but this is life... sometimes you win... sometimes you lose... well... and this seems to be my turn to lose... well... tink tat shd be for now... wat is said here stays here... I TRUST YOU.

Why's loving sum1 so hard?

Hais... I did somethings i sumhow regretted as it resulted me of "this future"... if i did sumthing about it... i would hav ended up with "another future"... Probably better? I do not know... but nw? i sumhow... hais... So near yet so far... hey... dun peep peep peep argh! listen to story le must give advice/comments lei!... ~_~ omg... evrytym tink bout her my heart melts... =P (cheezy huh?) but really lo... cute! Lovable! Chubby! Zhi ran tian zhen!(Naturally innocent? nt sure how to interpret it...) overall i give her bout 9/10... =X hais... but suan le... sun qi zhi ran(let nature take its course..).. but i also dun want 2 fang qi lei... kinda "buey gian" lose ya noe? so... give me sum advice? help? tips? =/

Closing of one... Opening of another...

Sheez! It feels bored when ya dun hav anything on after ya O's and all ya've been doing is all the same routine... Hais... Before O's i was like "OH MAN!! HOW I WISHED I FINISHED MY O's EARLIER!!" But nw i'm like "HUH?! wat shd i do nw?" sianzation man! oh ya... and for those who's keep peeping @ my blog... at least write something in the tagboard la... if not my blog veri plain sia... steady ar?! Den nex tym wen i patronize ur blog i'll write something... S I A N ! nothing to do and dunno wat to write!!! ARGGGHHHHH!!!! well... think thats all for nw... tata!